3w4d - Telling Tyson

So I finally told Tyson last night that I am pregnant. It didn't quite go how I wanted it to, but he took it well. I'm still kind of reserve about it. I don't want to get too excited because I am scared that the same thing will happen as last time. Tyson says that he feels good about it this time, but I'm still not sure. We're not going to tell anyone until we have out first appointment, not even our parents. The hardest part about having the m/c was telling everyone about it. And then they'd say they were sorry but I don't know why but it just kind of annoyed me. I know they're sorry but they weren't going through it. I am so proud of Tyson in that aspect. He did so many things he didn't have to do like sit in the bathroom with me when I was bleeding so much I couldn't even get off the toilet. He turely is my sole mate and I am completely and uterly in love with him. And I want nothing but to mary him and have this child with him.
I called and scheduled my first prenatal with Dr. Ward yesterday. It is set for June 25th at 2:00pm. I am ready for it but I wonder howcome they don't want to see me sooner? I don't know but I figure there's nothing I can really do about it. I still can't quite believe that I am pregnant just because I don't have any syptoms. I bought a couple more tests and took one yesterday too and it was +. I have two more and I'll probably take another one within the next few days, after my period is due, just to kind of reasure myself. I hope that when I'm further along I can kind of cheat and get one of the girls at work to help me find the heart beat with the monitors at work. I guess that's a plus side of working on an OB floor. Well now the waiting begins.